Any way out?

It's getting started to study hard for SPM.
But I'm feel so tired when I'm facing a lot of problems.
Maybe I think too much?
It's time to give myself to relax and rest.
But I still need to face my problems,
they're too much .. Till I can't handle them.

I just can let him know what's happening on me.
Only him can knows me.
Only him can give me some consolation.
I miss him so hard.
I miss my friends so hard.
They're the only persons can make me wont upset anymore.



My future is an unknown.
My sky is full of dark and there's no more sunlight.

There's no more hope. I think.


Cause all are negative thinking in my brain.